Sleepless in Toronto

I'm exhausted, but sleep isn't going to come today. I took the day off due to the fact that i went to bed at 1:00 am  a bad case of the flu. I needed the day off to recover and generally i wouldn't be concerned only..... well i may have been told by my boss that i had exceeded my sick days... i was also told that if i liked my job id make it a point to come in on time.... lets just say that hasn't been happening and now with me taking today off..... shit. shit. shit! im almost 99% sure this is grounds for dismissal. Now when it comes to work i have always half assed busted my ass so i really don't know whats wrong with me with this job. i jut feel bored to fucking tears disinterested... which really doesn't count as an excuse because money gets me more shoes  is of very high interest on my scale of interesting.

So now im sleepless and thought id share some of the list that has been clicked off. I put it on the side so that when it grows i can update it and such. Ive been getting help expanding it since it seems there are many people out there who have little things they've always wanted to do but never had the balls to, or figure they'll do it some other time. I especially like my little sisters suggestion " to wear a dress for no particular reason" yes, there are many times i want to dress up but end up calling a friend of mine to make sure someone else is over dressing so i don't stick out like a  gina in a rasta club ( yes it happened to me, long story, ill tell you later)  . Side not it occurs to me that you may not know the term "gina" think snookie from jersey shore.  

Alright so i did the red lipstick thing. Unfortunately i only have one picture of it right now, id upload the others i have but im kinda technologically illiterate, so until i figure that out,  here's a very unflattering picture of me

Im the one on the far left if you dont know this already. 

So there you have it, im wearing red.

Apparently wearing red lipstick back in the 20s was suppose to symbolize  freedom and confidence, and for this reason many flappers wore dark red lipstick. I googled it. Anyway, i guess its pretty fitting then.