What really burns my vagina hairs!!

Ok so! here's the thing.... i have a male friend... he's not as much a friend as someone i casually flirt with whenever were in the same room, i guess you could call him my mojo guide. So it naturally escalates to the point where two summers ago i kiss him. This guy isnt exactly forward so it took all the nuts that i dont have, and about 7 shots of Mr Cuervo, to get me over to where he was standing and lay one on him, and let me just say that i laid it on PRETTY good. I mean a little moan, some hip movement, i even put a little nail into it!

After the kissing finished up he said "be right back" and i passed out, he's been pretty bitter ever since. Apparently i was suppose to follow him to the bedroom after that kiss, but why is that a "suppose to"!!  Kissing does not translate to: i will now have to let you into my secret garden, my sunny wonderland, my candy store!!! am i right? or was i leading  him on? i mean i made the first move here so i get to take the reins on this beast, and if all i wanted to do was smooch a bit, well then thats all your gonna get!

But yes i fell asleep, because that many shots and a couch will do that to a girl! and maybe i wouldnt have had to take so many shots had he had the balls to kiss me when we started this game.... like 4 years ago!

So fast forward to New Years... beginnings are in the air, champagne is being poured, and after 4 am we all make it to the basement for nappy time.  In the dark corner i  proceed to take off my shirt (bra and all)  climb on top of him (ok heres where i may have had some pre-meditation that had little to do with the liquor i consumed that night.... i didnt put on any underwear under the skirt... so mayyybbbeee i kinda knew what i wanted to do before i got to the party) and i climbed on top of him.  There was some slow discovery touches, and then some small kisses, it was actually pretty gentle and building.. like i could tell it was going to escalate.. but it didnt go far because I pretty much got all excited and fell asleep. AGAIN.

i know i know, but i woke up the next morning ready to finish what i had started and i let him know this by texting "maybe you can come by my place later" does this sound like a request to watch movies? after the way i was all over him probably not, and you know what he says? NOTHING.

No " hey, umm i dunno maybe some other time" meaning: no thank you
No " ya sure im available on blah blah blah" meaning : absolutely!

Nothing! So i can only gather a few things from this... either he's not interested, which by the way i highly doubt cuz im totally adorable, and a good roll in the hay, no strings attached, is probably on every guys "things i would def. not hesitate to do list" orrrrrrr  he's pissed at me!!!

Which is totally and completely not fair! anyways. im gonna get the last hour of work done i just needed a little vent, thanks for listening and feel free to tell me if im actually being a jerk!